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Echo IEcho I
August 1960 Illinois, with its hot August nights when the corn with its narrow spaces like confessionals can hide a girl who wants to share the cool green secrets and learn the names of all things dark and wild. Who talks with the incessant chat of crickets, talks to the deepness between the rows of night. And she can hear the whispered secrets across the empty spaces of the midnight house. Names she can make out – the girl’s brothers, their many girlish wives, dozens of children. Bad marriages: talk of divorce, abuse, prison. Murderous secrets to be hauled out and interrogated through the night in those vacant spaces between dusk and dawn. Named, her mother’s tears—her father’s hot names for fury and rage. Listen—you will be the girl to witness and fill in the blank spaces and you will tell all—you will talk to the hollow halls of night between the rows of corn in its secret field and divulge the secrets of being young, back when you learned the names of stars that shone like truth in the night sky, lying on a blanket in the blackness: a girl and her father, talking in the dark of outer space, of how a large balloon can rise and travel the spaces above the earth: those shining secrets of Mylar and gasses. How you talked together of the satellite’s name, which he couldn’t remember—a girl ‘s maybe? But the names for midnight you never spoke—nights appointed shame , silence, secret – while together you watched Echo arc across dark space, named for that girl who said too much—who learned it’s better not to talk. |
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